Salam Ramadhan ibu... rindu ibu...

Assalamualaikum... T____T
Lame da xblogging ney... Biase la sibuk dengan urusan dunia yang penuh mencabar... tpi xpe..
Aq na express something kat cni...
Hari ney..aq penat sgt.. Tadi, after balik kelas aq and the geng gi la bli helmet kat kedai motor ney,, then time ktorg lalu kat deretan kedai tue aq ternampak iklan kerja kosong ''part time'' kat Poliklinik Mindaku, TTDI shah alam... Aq tros amek no fon klinik tue. Balik2 je... aq tros kol... pas2 die soh hantar resume & datang ke klinik tue. On the spot aq wat.. Member aq pon join r... Actually... ktowg da apply kje part time gak kat Restaurant Char Kuey Teow.. tpi.. aq berat hati laa.. xtaw npe...

Skang..aq decide tol2 na kje kat klinik tue.. kje weekend jela.. At least.. xd ggu sgt pljrn aq nti...
Ptg tue gak aq dtg & tros kne interview... Alhamdulillah... dpt pun... syukur Ya ALLAH...
Esok... dah puase.. tpi... aq sorg2 jer kat umah sewa . At the first, doktor ckp dtg mggu dpn... so, member aq balik la kg sbb na sambot ramadhan gn fmly kat umah... yg aq lak.. makcik sdre na dtg amek... Last2.. pas member aq lek n aq baru na balik ....dan2 staf klinik tue call soh dtg sok... so... aq xjdila balik uma sdra aq tue... t'pakse la stay kat uma sewa ney sorg2... huh.... sdeyh gak r...

Tapi xpela... bekorban dmi pelajaran & cita2 aq... law aq xkje... cmne aq na troskn blja tnpe duit .... nak sara diri sndri lgi... Abah memang dah xamek peduli pasal aq.. dah mmg nasib aq... Aq terpakse kuatkan smngt demi na kluar dpd family background yg menyempitkan hati aq.. Xd spe boleyh faham prsaan aq ...
Aq akan usaha walaupon byk kali aq terjatoh... aq tetap na bgon jugak!!! xkisahla org na ckp ape...
aq adalah aq... org hanya boleyh berkata ''SABAR''... tapi utk melaluinya...xsemudah itu...
Aq cabar spe yg brni mengata aq... adakah mreka sggup berada di tempatku????

Hanya disini dan kepada Yang Maha Esa aq luahkan segalanya... tiada lagi tempat utk aq m'numpang kasih.. meluahkan prsaan .. melainkan kepadaNya...
Aq bukan na mintak simpati kpd ssiapa...ney luahan aq semata2... supaya aq lega dan aq akan melupakan segala kedukaan hidup yg aku lalui skrg ney.. ckop lah aq sorg yg menanggung smua ney... sbg pngjran... iktibar... kpd msyrkat kat luar sne...

              salam ramadhan arwah embah... bondaku...w'laupon aq xtaw kau dimana skrg..tpi aq sntisa mendoakan kbhgiaan mu di dunia dan di akhirat... moge kte bertemu jua sebelum aq menutup mata ..

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb (yeah)
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh